Breakups.

Breakups happen. Unfortunately.

Since two people I very dearly care about (that are not current readers of my blog- as far as I know of) broke up very recently, I wanted to write this post.

Now, I'll be honest. I haven't gone through too many breakups. At all. There's some people I know who have dated twenty guys or girls and they've just flown through this stuff like it's nobody's business. Because it isn't anyone's business.

In my experience, there's a lot of feelings behind breakups. There's not much black and white in breakups. There's lots of grays and yellows and blues and greens behind this stuff, and it always gets mixed up with water and memories and all of the other stuff.

So be patient with people going through breakups. It can be one week before they move on, or years before that even happens. Just be patient, please. Don't judge. Just listen if they want to talk.

Here's the positive thing about breakups though! Sometimes it leads to a new road and leads to you doing amazing things. I mean, I started my first blog right after me and my ex broke up and now tomorrow I'm celebrating two years of my lovely blog.

There's always light at the end of the tunnel. And you can get through this. Just do you.

My hard drive died.

So I haven't been updating. People have been asking me about this blog and what's going on, but I promise I'm still running this!

I'll post a new positive blog post soon.

For now, I would really appreciate if you could all check out my new art blog. I was scared trying to start it, but I think I'll be okay.

www.nervousartblog.tumblr.com

Why Life is Magical.

I don't know how many of you really think about this on a daily basis, but life is indeed magical and we need to appreciate it more.

No matter what you believe in, I think you should always believe in yourself first. I think that is vital for thriving on this planet. Tell yourself this. Repeat.

I know some people see life as a waste and they hate being here more just as much as they hate themselves. I want to make sure those people know that life is not a waste and you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. I really do mean this. Chin up.

Life is magical because we are all unique individuals with unique thoughts and actions. I personally think we're all authors of the most unique series of books out there! Sorry, call me naive all you want, but how is your book going?

Your existence should be spent focused on the things that interest you. Go after those things that interest you. Unless they're murder or something. Then find another interest, please and thank you.

You make your existence. You make it the best you possibly could ever make it. This is why life is so great. You can make the meaning whatever you want.

Honestly, it's really great if you really think about it. Life can be about the firsts or the lasts, or all the in betweens. I don't think quite enough people realize this.

Your life is a blank canvas you can paint whatever you want on. Don't feel bad if your canvas looks completely different to everyone else's. Your canvas is pretty sweet just the way it is. Just enjoy painting it, man!

Go For It!

Do you have something you'd like to accomplish eventually, but you never actually thought you'd ever be able to get it done?

Of course, I'm not talking about if you want to own a unicorn or want to time-travel to meet your aunt before she got pregnant to stop your cousin from ever being created. I'm talking realistic here, friends! Plus you need to get over your cousin stealing that turkey off your plate at Thanksgiving anyways.

Start saving up if your goal needs a bit of money. Start working towards it. Start to plan.

Come on, we need more dreamers and doers in this place. We need more happy people accomplishing their goals. Start to plan, then do.

If you want to write a book, open up your Microsoft Word and start typing. If you want a poodle named Marley, start saving up for the supplies and the dog. If you want to start showing off your guitar skills, make a YouTube account and get to it! You never know where it can take you.

Readers, I want to let you know what my goals are. Other than owning a perfect golden retriever x husky mix, of course. There's two things I want to do. I want to publish this story I'm writing currently before I'm 25, I think. I also want to write for a successful blog.

I want to let you know I'm going to accomplish those goals. I'm totally determined to accomplish those things. I will do whatever it takes to get my ending.

I think you, dear reader, should try to do the exact same. I think you'll find it worth it in the end. I think that you can do it!

In the comments, be sure to tell me exactly what you want to accomplish in life! I'm curious to hear!

Autumn

I'm writing this with a cat on my lap. He's watching me type every single word here.
So, summer is just about over and after this I'll be taking college classes along with high school classes. I am actually pretty excited. I don't know if I'll have much time to write blog posts, but I'll make time.
I think I like fall a lot. I mean, I like ugly sweaters and the promise of Christmas right around the corner. I like the cool breeze.
I'm not a big fan of summer at all. Too hot and too much pressure to go out and do stuff. I don't want to go outside when there's a chance of getting sunburnt or bit by a million different insects I want no contact with.
Speaking of being bit by insects I wanted no contact with, I got bit by a million different fleas yesterday. So gross. So itchy. So awful.
Also, does anyone have certain albums they want to listen to more when it's fall? Not just even fall, any time of the year. I like to listen to From Under the Cork Tree by Fall Out Boy more when it's fall, I think. I like to listen to Panic! At the Disco more when it's fall.
Also, when it's fall, I think that's the only time my cat is in season. My cat, Clyde, is a dark orange cat and he looks beautiful while playing with the dead leaves on the ground. I think he's beautiful all year round, but his fur color looks even more gorgeous in autumn.

Here's a Little Thing To Think About..

YOU ARE A GOOD HUMAN BEING AND YOU DESERVE TO FEEL AWESOME.

I see so many people hating themselves nowadays. It's so silly and heartbreaking to see. I'm a firm believer that you should always be watching out for yourself.

Honestly, the world is a lot less hard on you when you start to realize that you are not a burden. You are not ugly. You are a beautiful person who deserves the world and to actually attempt to reach your dreams.

I think it's sad that there are people out there who think their worth lies in who wants to date them, or how much weight they've lost this week. Your worth does not lie in those things at all. Please remember that the next time something or somebody let you down.

You are a great human being, person reading this blog post! Do not think any different! You are a good person and you deserve to treat yourself right! Do not forget that!

2 PM naps

It's (almost) 3 am

Hi all. Sorry I have not been updating as of recently.
Family was on vacation and life catches up to you.
I'd show pictures but basically all we have is the pictures of my dad at Hooter's. Oh, and there's some on my Tumblr blog. I'll try to link it.
I feel like I'm going to pass out soon. I have had a long day and I'm not even sure if I want to write more of my story tonight.

Just Another 'Wow' Post.

I'm not even going to post about how this is my first blog post on here and a big introduction to myself. I've learned things go a bit more smoothly if I just go along with it and never plan anything out.

Anyways, I've realized that Googling my URL for Tumblr (and pretty much everywhere else) generates a lot of results. That's wonderful. Honestly, I'm just a kid from a small town that listens to punk music. I never expected anything like this when I started any of my stuff in 2012.

I still have a long way to go, of course, but that's not even important right now.

I'm going on vacation here in a few days, and I'm contemplating if maybe I should queue a post for this blog or not. However, I don't really know much about what I will post here. I think I like Tumblr more. You know, you kind of have the option to just reblog and relax a little bit more than you do here. I'm sorry to any of you Tumblr haters, by the way.

I'm not saying I won't use this, though. I'm just saying I don't know what I'll use it for. 

Hopefully, on vacation, I'll be able to think a little bit more clearly about this. For now though, I'm happy typing away on this laptop I have about little ol' me.

Endpoint's last few chapters come out here in a few days too. Then the next story I've written is about the apocalypse. It's going to be a lot longer than Endpoint and probably better than Endpoint in every possible way, but still, Endpoint holds a very special place in my heart. I don't care what anyone says. Melissa is my favorite character ever and nothing can ever stop me from loving them with all of my heart. Although they might have some competition, because I'm growing quite fond of my new character Ge.

Yeah, I think that's all I can tell you about my new story. I like the ending of Endpoint, even if some of you will say something about how it was kind of predictable. Even if it was, oh well, right?

Ah, I think this is a good place to stop blogging. Since I need breakfast and I forgot my headphones. I'm sure I'll be back soon to this.